i realized that it doesnt matter how much u pay for a bag, ur top, ur make up, ur underwear,
if nobody appreciates u,
everything is pointless.
n if its the wrong person who is appreciating u, its pointless too.
so best is having the right person to appreciate u n pay for ur expensive stuffs n everything too! wahaha!
no i dun wanna take ppl forgranted already.
if i really have my right guy appreciating me n me appreciating him the right way too, i dun mind paying for my expensive stuffs but he must still pamper me la! :D

i realized that the amt of opp sex u have in ur life doesnt matter with how serious u are ornot.
a girl just needs a guy that she likes to dote on her to pamper her n show her that he really loves her n will always stay by her side to let the r/s bloom. but the maintaining side would also be touhg if ppl met a girl like me.. sigh...
when will i meet another guy who can take me n can make me change for him for the better thoroughly..?
when will i meet a guy who would treat me like how jimmy n wesley treats me but i can treat n trust him like i trust n treat rick?
am i even ready to step into something serious now?

i realized that by fooling and flinging around n letting ppl know you r someone like that makes ppl wanna shun away from u n all the more just wanna play with you so you should just keep ur mouth shut abt ur status at all. just act like he's the only person in ur life n that's it.

i realized that after so many yrs, im still the same in r/s getting crazy when drunk, getting possesive when i see my guys talking to just any other girls, not even taking their stand in consideration. but i see it as our fate has ended even though im feeling sad 10am in the morning.. sigh.. when will i ever change..

i realized that the first person who says break up n when the other party can take it, the one who mentioned the break off at first would be more heartbroken than the other party coz the other party would had tried to savage the r/s but the one who mentioned the break up wouldnt budge coz his/her mind is already set up at that moment. only after that when he/she felt that he/she really lost the other party, then they will start to regret their decision. good or bad? depends.

i realized that its too easy to take somebody forgranted.
n once u take that person forgranted, its hard for u to realise how good that person is anymore until u finally lost that someone n u finally realized that u have lost that someone for good.

then would u be able to realise how good, that someone actually was when u come back to the practical life when its very difficult to meet someone else who treated u as good as that someone anymore.

when u're overly blessed, u wont be able to realise how blessed you are.

there r sadness n bad times in life to let u realise how simple some little things can be to make u happy.

i realised that everything taken forgranted will nv be appreciated until u lose it. u lose it the way it should be working n when u lost the way they should treat u.
n after u lost it, whenever little thing taken forgranted works for just 1 time, u treasure that 1 time so much n can feel so happy over it.
or when that someone treats u well for just once u would feel so overjoyed compared to when that someone does it for u everyday, every moment.

fan jian?

i've realized that the more u want something, the harder it is to get it, but when u dun want it anymore, it might come back to you to let u get it so much more easier but u might not want it anymore..

i realized that its not how u dance that makes ppl buy shots. it is the character, the way u talk n bring urself.

i realized to let ppl respect you, u got to respect yourself first.

i realized that no matter how much u spend on make up or skin care product, if there isnt someone there to appreciate u the way u should be appreciated or better, then for wat?

i've realised that im a person who always says things that r logical which is the most understanding words but i dun mean them at all.
wat i wan is for ppl to do things my way esp for my love one.
i need them to understand my needs. not for me to understand their needs.

i've realised that to make a r/s work more happily, i should try to change my dun mean wat i say attitude. but i've always been like that...

i've realized that im a person who's very afraid to be alone but i dun like ppl intruding into my private time too.

i've realised that i must get back on my feet again to be even more confidence to change ppl's wrong n bad point of view on me again.
time will prove everything.

i've realised that my mood now is always very low n that i get very emotionaly easier than ever for now but i cant be like that.

i've realized that many ppl react the way they react is due to their own character that they built up or is born with or i used to.