i realized that after so many yrs, im still the same in r/s getting crazy when drunk, getting possesive when i see my guys talking to just any other girls, not even taking their stand in consideration. but i see it as our fate has ended even though im feeling sad 10am in the morning.. sigh.. when will i ever change..

i realized that the first person who says break up n when the other party can take it, the one who mentioned the break off at first would be more heartbroken than the other party coz the other party would had tried to savage the r/s but the one who mentioned the break up wouldnt budge coz his/her mind is already set up at that moment. only after that when he/she felt that he/she really lost the other party, then they will start to regret their decision. good or bad? depends.