i realized that after so many yrs, im still the same in r/s getting crazy when drunk, getting possesive when i see my guys talking to just any other girls, not even taking their stand in consideration. but i see it as our fate has ended even though im feeling sad 10am in the morning.. sigh.. when will i ever change..

i realized that the first person who says break up n when the other party can take it, the one who mentioned the break off at first would be more heartbroken than the other party coz the other party would had tried to savage the r/s but the one who mentioned the break up wouldnt budge coz his/her mind is already set up at that moment. only after that when he/she felt that he/she really lost the other party, then they will start to regret their decision. good or bad? depends.

i realized that its too easy to take somebody forgranted.
n once u take that person forgranted, its hard for u to realise how good that person is anymore until u finally lost that someone n u finally realized that u have lost that someone for good.

then would u be able to realise how good, that someone actually was when u come back to the practical life when its very difficult to meet someone else who treated u as good as that someone anymore.

when u're overly blessed, u wont be able to realise how blessed you are.

there r sadness n bad times in life to let u realise how simple some little things can be to make u happy.

i realised that everything taken forgranted will nv be appreciated until u lose it. u lose it the way it should be working n when u lost the way they should treat u.
n after u lost it, whenever little thing taken forgranted works for just 1 time, u treasure that 1 time so much n can feel so happy over it.
or when that someone treats u well for just once u would feel so overjoyed compared to when that someone does it for u everyday, every moment.

fan jian?

i've realized that the more u want something, the harder it is to get it, but when u dun want it anymore, it might come back to you to let u get it so much more easier but u might not want it anymore..